My husband has low libido , this started happenig after he had a fatal accident, 10 years into our marriage, his 20 minutes love making is like a flash light. We have gone to hospitals and he said he is fine and done with child bearing, so he is trying with the help of viagra, but I advised him not to hope on it, because it will weaken him the more when he stops taking it. I decided to bear his cross with him. This my friend because she use to discuss intimate things with, I told her my husbands problem and how we have gone to hospitals and she told me, where my husband has refused to go to the hospital, that he is selfish and self centred, that am too young to stop having good sex, I said to her am not complaining, she told me that she will help me ask for drugs to help out; I said ok.
Honestly sometimes my husband sleeps off leaving me all alone, I feel lonely sometimes, I keep telling him to suck me and use dildo on me, he called me a prostitute when I suggested that . So I learnt to keep to myself and I have never touched myself before , so I don't know how to masturbate. The day we succeeded in making love, I will sleep well. But It doesn't come often. So one morning I woke up and saw the ladies message , that she is going for a party on Saturday and if I am not busy, she will come pick me up. I told my husband and he said ok. On that Saturday, she came and picked me, when we got to the house, it was not looking a party like place, so she said it is an in house party, when we went in, there were guys here and there, some ladies were there but they were smoking .
I called her out and told her Such a place is not good and asked her to take me home, she refused and I left and warned her not to take me for a fool. So she kept a distance and never communicated with me, sometimes she says hi and ask after the kids and nothing else. she started chatting with my husband, telling him that he should keep their chats as a secret because she can help him recover quickly, so I won't cheat on him, so my husband got angry and asked her what she meant by that , she said to my husband, that I told her about his low libido and I told her to help me get a cure before I loose my patience and start looking outside . My husband asked her to bring proof of this her allegation, because he knows I can't utter such words, and she screen grabbed our chats removing where she advised me to get a boyfriend and sent to my husband.
So my husband started keeping to himself, he started eating out, for 6 months now, so when we travelled for Christmas, his mother noticed all wasn't well and asked me what happened, I told her i don't know because he didn't give me any reply when i asked him the last time . His father is late, so he went and confided in his sister, when she came to ask me about it, I was so annoyed , I told her that, the only person who knew about her brothers low libido is our family doctor, when she gave me a screen grab chats, I was shocked. I ran to my husband, knelt down begging him to forgive me but he is not showing a positive response. I have blocked this woman on Facebook. My husband too has blocked her because, when he got talking with his sister, he told her, he blocked her after she sent those chats. My husband said he can't trust me anymore, that I should go and cheat if I want to, Since January, he has been sleeping in the guest room. What should I do?
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